This summer has been HOT! I mean, melt me then pour me out hot. It was also really different for us. there was no big vacation, just a couple jaunts here and there. I think the kids had fun with friends and neighbors and family though. We spent a lot of time with Treasure and that was great.
Now, school is back in session and the weather is cooling off nicely. I have 3 kids in 3 different schools. We began having family dinner and reading with the kids each night before they went to sleep. so I am reading 4 books right now. I have also begun baking. It helps to save money and the treats are better when I make them. Unless Topher bakes the dinner rolls on pre-heat like he did today. GRRRrrrrrrrr!
I began tutoring today, once a week for 2 hours and I get 4o.00 a week for it. It will cover fresh foods and gas for a week, that will help a lot. Unless I go to Salt Lake then it will only cover gas! LOL
I applied and have been hired to work at a drug rehab center in Provo. I have orientaton tomorrow. I am excited and nervous about it. I will be working graves which will leave me time to be with the kdis when they are home from school. I love that, but I don't know about when I will be resting. Then again, it is after 2:00 in the morning, and I am blogging and not feeling the leastbit tired. SOOOO I might as well be paid for the time I am awake.
I have had a heart softening about bruce and all his garbage lately. ALSO, with the first anniversary passing a couple weeks ago, I am feeling more lonely as well. It is harder to sleep alone than it was. It is hard to try to do family things with out him and I am loosing interest in dating rather quickly. I want to keep my friends near, but I have lost interest for the past few weeks in gettng involved again. that is new. I don't want to spend my holidays alone again. I don't want to spend my life alone.
Thank heaven for the kids. they are all really working in school and loving things that are happening there. Friends are being made and activities are being embraced. I am happy about that.
Sitting at meals is great... and so is the conversation we have there. Bruce loved that. So do I.
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