This is a few days later...
I have come to the conclusion that money sucks and my ability to deal with it is worse. I need to make peace with my fight with money. I need to learn to see it differently. Currently, it is an escape thing. If I shop, I have value because I will have nice things. As long as I can buy things, I am ok. If it is a really good deal, I should stock up. I just don't see a way to adjust to a healthy relationship. I know that is not because there isn't one, but is because I don't know what that relationship looks like. AT ALL!
I need to start throwing stuff out, and clearing things away and to begin sort out the crap! I see a yard sale happening and hope the money will come with it.
Heck, if clean house can do it, so can I! Right?
It will be good to take a break from men for a while. I need that for a couple days. Hope I can fill the void I feel with love and peace and The Spirit. I have been away from that feeling and am really feeling that void. So, on that note... Heaven help and Bless me!
My past life
Bruce It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.
Kids
These guys are my reason...
Where to strart physically
This is how I look now... doesn't fit who I am...
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